Riddle

I wrote this at work, and realized, it is 3 pieces together, but can be read 4 different ways, different lines here and there, but the meanings are all the same, kind of.

My kingdom gone, my queen is dead

can't stop the images in my head

of time I know, watch seasons flow

but snow is falling on a spring day

where did the rythm of time go

april should be in the fields

beg the ground, produce more yields

April showers, this we know

but snow this deep, it's time to sow

Answer's given, when we need to know

so onto tomorrow, it's where we go

how much of me can they demand,

they count every little grain of sand

what is the balance of my hourglass

is this more than a game of chance

around the floor, we all do dance

forbid to even share a glance

so dizzy as to forget the chance

seasons come and seasons go

fall is come, reap what we sow

once again give up a dream

give it to another,

this one I love, give it to my brother

so many years in time we wait

your dreams you give away

you plan, you dream

so dark the con of man, we find

the woman knowing, still adam did tempt

of so many things we find

are still to be found this way.

the rats they scurry beneath the surface

shallow on these darkended days

you hear them running in your mind

you feel the headache start to come

you watch the door, the latch is sprung

of rosy flesh and seeded womb,

man did eat the fruit of death

that bite it was his doom

so wondering mind and wandering heart

keep words alive within my heart

but keep them there, not time to share

keeping them safer from the start

so many irons within the fire

the fires heat is drawn

so stand beside it, rub your hands

the fire colder than the dawn

accused of so many things

of stolen hearts and evil things.

not asked am I, but told in fact

to what I may to do, so a friend I lost

at such a cost, when the trump does sound

and homeward bound, no longer a stranger here

I'll ask those questions, I wanted to know

and in heaven as friends we'll speak

so it goes as time will tell, if the mind and

heart will speak, but to that day

wait of some and with friendship, heart I keep.

I hope it is not to confusing, if you read it correctly, it is really cool, I hope nobody takes it wrong, I am always being misunderstood.