another day

So today as I drove to church with a heavy heart, beautiful sunshine outside, it started raining out, not everywhere it seems, just where I was, it was funny as a song come on the radio about teardrops at the same time, but the rain followed me almost all the way to Eau Claire, and as this day happens to mean alot to me for personal reasons, it was too much for me, I rolled the window down, and let the rain pour in on me, by Osseo, the rain was getting my shirt wet, and I was trying to pray as I drove, but all I could think of was, "Dear Heavenly Father thank you for this day", That was all I could get out, and on I drove, I tried a few times to think of something to be thankful for, but nothing else would come but the day, so I repeated it. The man from the Gideons was at church today, and I learned to read on a gideon bible, it was interesting to me, I gave my little New Testament to a friend almost 20 years ago, and they buried it with him when he died. I made the phone call I was worried about this afternoon, and found out the answer I figured I would find, which is very good. Tuesday I get to go to court, as my Ex-wife is suing me for still breathing, she did her best, but I still defy her best intentions, and do it repeatedly with fervor as much as I can. I do wish you all a good day, and a good week, this week has been the hardest week I have had in almost 5 years, and I thank those of you I have leaned on for support, even though I didn't let you know I was having trouble standing. Let us just say the Rat's are loudest when they are close to breaking out, but I am thinking they are stuck back where they are deprived of light and sound again, dare I to feel, for such is without callous and in want of pain, we all must stumble on with thanksgiving, Amen